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[	Current Music	|	Micheal Buble - Just Haven't Met You Yet	]

O levels are over and I'm happy dancing all over the place! ^^ Went out with my mum today. Had a dental appointment in the morning. Still on braces but Doctor Ong told me I'm nearly done with then so I can't wait!

After that, headed down to a rather high end hair salon near my mum's office, called Frontier, to get my hair cut. (Finally!!) And really, It's high end. They serve tea and have a styling counter. And the hairsylist used words like Texturize. I don't know if its just me, but for some reason that word seems very appealing. Texturize. Texturize. Texturize. See, it just rolls off your tongue. Texturize. So basically, texturize means to layer the hair from the inside out so it gets thinned but still has the weight to prevent the hair from frizzing. (Oh yeah, I googled it) So he texturized my hair, snipped it, washed it and did all sorts of things to it which I would never ever be able to do to my hair. Ever. And when he was done I was bubbling with joy over my new hair cut. ^^

My mum and I then went to Sushi Tei for lunch followed by eyebrow shaping. which for your info, hurts like nuts. The shit women go through to look prettier. No idea how women can stand Brazillians.

We then trained down to Orchard to go to Ion for my mum to check for the availability of her plane tickets and then did some idling. Ion is major huge. By then I was so exhausted my mum had to drag me home. But, when I got home, I had a very very important thing to do. Call the supervisor of Muji. I was so nervous I even wrote a speech out -.-" In the end she just told me to go for an interview on Monday. Interview! I'm getting jittery all over. Hopefully they would hire me even though I would not be able to work for the most important week of the fingers. Crossing my fingers!

I finally finished all my baking. YAY! 4hours of hardcore baking. Insane to all extent. I have been facing about a kilo of chocolate chip cookie dough, a ridiculously small microwave oven and three even smaller trays. I felt like slamming my head into the microwave oven when I was putting my 9/10th batch of cookies. Its times like this I wished I had a proper oven where you can bake dozens of cookies at one go. My mum came home and thought I was running a one-man bakery. -.-"

At least i'm pretty pleased with the results. They are like gigantic subway-look-alike choc chips cookies. Note: They only LOOK like subway cookies. I highly doubt they taste anything like those although my dad was like superbly facinated by the "heavenly taste". But its not a good source as he is my dad and parents are somewhat programmed to like anything their kids do. Anyway, now I have a Mount Choc Chip chilling in my fridge. Going have to wrap them up in cling film and hand them out on graduation day. ^^ Talking about Graduation, its this thursday... OHMYGOD! ... Thats about as much of a reaction I can get when I think about graduation. I get normal people would feel like absolutely upset about leaving ours friends and all that but I feel nothing more than relief. Its not that my friends don't mean anthing to me (because they are probably one of the mosty important things in my life) but I'm just kinda glad I'm finally getting it over and done with. =/

Sera pangseh-ed me today. I tried to skip school too. Failed miserably. Long story. Little mood to go into details. Skipping school on Wednesday. O levels start in officially 9days. Oh crap. Probably should get my ass to my desk and study now. I'll edit this some other day when I'm more free. Toodles !

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[	Current Music	|	FEEDER - Shatter	]

 

Another week gone in a snap. Phew! Weekends are here! But, because of O levels, I'm doomed to tuition the entire weekend. See Joan, i attract DOOM! You must believe me. Horrible idea asking me to prom. ><

POA and Physics were manageable today. Except for the two silly principle questions in POA. I only knew the matching principle concept which was not the answer for either of the two! --" How annoying. Left with Chemistry, POA paper 2 and Science P1. ONE MORE WEEK!! YAY! And was planning to go out with Joan on thursday after science P1 but apparently she made plans with some eight legged creature and I can't tag along ): And Wanning and the rest are going to watch "The Ugly Truth" which is NC16 so I can't tag along either. No worries. I'll go on a date with my Darling Peaches and we will talk nonsense for hours like we always do and I'll comment how big her boobs are! The last sentence was kinda X-rated but its a fact!

Yesterday my uncle came over from France to join my aunt and a friend of his who was on his way to New Zealand for studies decided to stop by as well to visit my aunt I think. And ohmygod. He's so cute and so french! I would have swooned~ And he is so tall! Nearly two heads taller than me! My uncle also brought a jar of his homemade jam. HOMEMADE! Like literally freshed picked berries from the bushes and what nots. Its so tasty! I'm going to migrate to france for the jam. And guys. HEE!

I am hooked onto the band FEEDER right now. Although their music is kinda hard to appreciate. Sort of under the Alternative genre. I also love love love Queens. True blue Oldie Rock and Roll ^^ My mum gave me a weird look when I told her I was listening to Queens. She said I inherited my dad's wide taste in music and her fashion sense. I told her she was being thick skinned by saying that and she said "HAH! If you inherited your fathers fashion sense I see you still will say that anot." --" She was so mean. But I have to agree. My dad went to PERM his hair on his wedding day because it was the trend then. Now my mum takes every opportunity to show us the photo cause my dad's hair was so freaky. I just digressed way too far. Probably the consequences of having a lack of sleep. Any with that said, I'm off to bed now!

Tuition at 9am tomorrow. Hell!

Its probably a really bad time to be saying this especially with Olevels approaching but I REALLY WANT TO WATCH A TON OF MOVIES. All the nice movies are coming out but I can't watch cause it all clashes. Actually I only THINK "The Time Traveler's Wife" clashes. I pray not. I wanna watch that movie badly! I know "the ugly truth" will but i'm not even of legal age to watch it... Damn the NC16 ratings. But its probably not worth the 9bucks when I can just rent it from a shop for 80cents.

Sundance Film Festival recently started and they have all this cool movies which are probably A) Not going to come to Singapore for another few months or B) Not going to come at all. Why does singapore have all these blockbuster movies but not any of those movies which aren't blockbusters but are still nice?! (Nicer than most of those brain numbing movies that the singapore cinemas show) They don't even show foriegn films! I love all those french movies buit they NEVER reach singapore cinemas. Makes me want to move to the states only. Its so tempting!! ><

I feel in such a critical mood now. I probably should move my butt away from the computer now. But just for entertainments, one of the Sundance Films I want to watch.

 

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[	Current Music	|	Lily Allen - Fuck You	]

Spetember holidays are nearly over and yikes! I barely studied especially for geography which is on monday! Talking to Alyssa does NOT make me feel any less guilty either. She studies 10hours a day and only sleeps for 5. Heck, I can't even get 5hours of good study! >< Guilt Guilt Guilt Guilt !!

Today, in an attempt to study for geography, I decided to attend the consultation by Mrs Koh. And Wow. When she said only a few people signed up for it, I thought it was like 3 or 4. There was only one other person there besides me. Rebecca from 4NA, I think. Sera didn't go cause she couldn't wake up. And everyone else.. Well... I don't really know. Did a few papers and asked Mrs Koh a few questions. Pretty productive and i'm quite happy about it. Although I still have TONS of revising to do, It was better than nothing and I'm quite confident for my physical geography. Quite. ^^

Popped by the band room for awhile and catched up with a few of them. Huixiu wasn't there ): And I was hoping badly to meet her. Haven't talked to her in like a gazillion years! I miss my Blondie.

Before I forget is a nice book! And I'm so addicted. Finn is such a sweetie! Hahaha. I'm swooning over fictional characters and Actors. Maybe because men in reality pretty much suck and are no where near to possessing the hot bods and charming looks of Hugh Jackman and Johnny Depp. Most definately. Heck, If men like Mr Darcy still existed, I could pretty much overlook breeches. But I would totally ask him to keep on the cravat and waistcoat. Its so dreamy!! ^^

Alright, enough Darcy talk or i'm going to chase away people like Joan from reading anymore of my posts. Haha. Oh! I absolutely adore Katie Holmes bob cut! Its so chic! I would totally get my hair cut like that but I have untamable hair which poofs. Yes. POOFS. So getting a haircut like that for me would be absolute hell. Okay. I getting much too bimbotic even for my liking now.

Off to get ready for my family dinner now then coming back home to STUDYYYYY~! ^^

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[	Current Music	|	Jesse James - I look so good (without you)	]

Prelims are turning out really really really horrible. Okay, not really, the only subject that will turn turn out really horrible is my chinese. To say I screwed up would be an absolute understatement. My mind sort of blank out of me in the middle of paper one and for a brief I didn't even know what paper I was in. I went home and cried so bad, I went to school the next day with puffy eyes. To make things worst, my mind blanked out on me yet AGAIN in paper two and I broke down. Ï think I have just developed a phobia for chinese. =/

Went out with my mum and sis on saturday to Orchard Central. My mum I needed retail therapy. That totally perked me up because the only reason to go to OC would be for the store I absolutely love. Doctor Martens. The name totally rolls off the tongue. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. Doctor Martens. ^^ After that super super long wait, I finally got my Doctor Marten boots! Joan says they look like combat boots. And I totally agree and thats that reason why I absolutely adore them! On top of that we managed to get Ben & Jerry vouchers! B&J's Chocolate Therapy is sinfully delicious. And while I was eating it, i kept humming Joan's blog song "Therapy"by All Time Low. hehe.

Sunday was study day with Sera, Joan and Joel. Hahaha Joel can't do bearings. Ohmygod. Bearings! Hahaha. And he scolds me a loser. Can't even do bearings. Okay, I'll stop being mean. Hahahaha. Scary Movie 4 is a totally ridiculous movie! Especiallly love the Juon part. "Honda Seiko Sushi Sashimiiii~!" and "Mitsubishi!!" It just tickled my funny bone so much! And the guy playing Tom Cruise from "War of the Worlds" is so mean to him daughter! Joan and I kept having to control our bursts of laughter!

Today, Unproductive chemistry lesson because Joan and Sera were trying to convince me to go prom. Sheesh. Karma seriously bites you back hard. Suili was trying to convince her mum to buy her a pair of heels (which are super cheap!) with the help of Jeremy! LOL! Who knew Jeremy was so good at shoes. Anyway, now I need to slowly consider whether to go prom or not. If not, I'm never going to hear the end of it from Joan.

Was playing Sims and the game keeps crashing on me without saving. So, my Sim just gave birth for the 4th time --" Going to continue reading the book I borrowed from the library. "The edge of Impropriety" Just love all that old english writing and love stories. Jasper Hedges seems so charming. But no one can ever beat Mr Darcy ^^ I can totally imagine Joan rolling her eyes and thinking in her mind going "Ohmygod.. not again.." when she reads that sentence about Mr Darcy. And she might jusrt comment "G, Mr Darcy is not hot. And he is boring" To that I would reply, I stil absolutely adore him! You can't find men like him anymore.

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I'm sick again for what seems like the gazillionth time. Down with a bad flu which make me look like i'm crying all the time. Yikes! Anyway, today probably wasn't the best day ever. Spent every lesson trying to finish the massive number of homework I had before lessons started. Thankfully, I managed to complete most of it. Heh heh.

However, when I thought the day was finally going to slow down a little bit, In comes Mr Lim declaring a mock test. Okay, so he didn't exactly declare a mock test but he said "Seperate your tables" and that was all we needed to know what was coming next. I probably screwed up the paper considering I gave up halfway. I dont usually give up on papers but when you are unprepared for a test, thats bad enough. When you are unprepared and down with a flu which gives you a splitting headache, that's even worst. I couldn't understand any of the answers I wrote because my mind was so jumbled so I decided to just do the paper at my own sweet time and pace. Mr Lim also cruelly only gave us 45mins to finish the paper when in exams we get 1hour30mins.

By the end of the lesson, the majority of us were either pissed off or demoralized. I was in the middle of those two. Couldn't really decide.

Studied after school with Sera. Managed to complete SS and POA so I am very very proud of myself :D Ivan just started to call me Miss Chin because I agreed to tutor him maths. It is weird on all levels but he call Sera, Miss David cause he hopes she will teach him chemistry. Haha.

Had a yummy dinner with my mum and dad at Downtown East foodcourt. I love love love char siew and cabbage! No, I don't eat raw cabbage like I do with my carrots and tomatoes. In fact, I like my cabbage slightly overcooked so its kinda wilty like and a little crunchy and chewy. Yum!

Anyway, because i'm sick again, my mum just gave me tons of rules to follow. Like, no sleeping past 11 and no sport other than PE. I kinda begged her to let my have PE cause Its softball and I don't want to miss it! Have I mentioned, my PE elective is softball and its tons of fun! We are doing a little bit of cricket and baseball as well. I absolutely can't wait!

Going to study Physics and do some filing now. Toodles!

I am so fed up with geography. It totally spoiled my day and made my mood much worst than it already was. Gah. I absolutely don't get a shit about development. I hate my stupid brain for always blanking out in front of questions which leads to me answering total nonsense answers which I'm not poud of. I was so ready to give up on development that I think Joan got a bit mad at me and tried to knock (not literally) some sense into me. But because of that thick and stubborn head of mine, I refused to listen hence making me the epitome of stupidity. I'm always telling people not to give up so easily and the I was giving up on myself. Talk about irony. I hate myself now. I'm so far behind in my classI can't understand nuts about development. And because of development, my confidence towards geography is heading straight for the ground. Need to restart my engines and fly towards the moon again going to cram every little bit of information, tips, notes, whatever into my brain. I need a pick me up and start mugging for my O levels. A major plus is that I have great, encouraging friends who will always be there for me! ^^

FIRST GOAL, PASS THE NEXT DEVELOPMENT TEST.

On a lighter note, we stared into a drain filled with dirty, smelly water today :D Off to study. Toodles!


 

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[	Current Music	|	Marie Digby - Avalanch	]

Life is being a total ass and I hate it. Conflict in class is driving me up the wall. I hate to see friends get into fight and that stupid stupid Yuxuan want to get into one for the sake of his reputation. And the event that triggered this is nothing more than petty attitudes and stupidity. I can't believe they even dare to admit they are sec 4s this year?! On one hand Yuxuan is like "He bully me first! He purposely come find problems! Of course I need to fight back" and insist that he needs to fight. And when Sera and I tell him to back off, "No. No. No. If I back out I will lose all my face" Oh yeah, be like a kid when it comes to dealing with problems and try to act like a man when it comes to listening to advice. REAL SMART, YUXUAN. --"

To make matters worst, friends are turning against friends. Its hard to trust anyone anymore. The only people I feel absolutely safe with confronting about my problems to are Joan and Sera. Its as if everyone has some deep dark secret of hatred that they need to hide. On top of that, Yijun not doing too well which practically add like a gazillion tons of problems to my heart. I feel like i'm being weighed down by problems. So much so that I can barely concentrate in class because my mind keeps drifting off to somewhere else.

When I went to visit Yijun today with Jeremy, Daryl and Christopher I felt so helpless. Watching him lie in the bed with all those scary machines and tubes he is connected to put me on the edge of tears. I kept chewing on my straw and looking at the celing just to keep myself from crying. I just sat there with my mouth shut the whole time because I didn't know what to say. It sucked to just sit there and watch. I couldn't do anything! And in my mind I just asking why life was being such an ass to him. Yijun is probably the nicest, funniest, kindest, sweetest guy I have ever known. I have never known him to be angry or upset and his happy disposition is so contagious you can't help being happy as well.

So, as you have read, my life is so filled with issues and problms I have problems coping with my studies. My humanities are going to drastically pull my marks down and I'm trying to study but it is so absolutely difficult! >< Hopefully, my study session with Joan and Sera this sunday is going to help me. I have a performance on Sunday as well and I haven't even perfected Sock Hop. My section is so screwed.

In a contradiction on frowns and smiles

This week has been total nutters. School is insanely busy right now. I am super duper scared for my humanities subjects right now. Especially my geography. Sec 3 topics are absolutely horrifying. I feel like crawling under my covers and crying like when I was five and believed that there was a monster living under my bed. Okay, I still get the hebejibees when I'm alone in the dark but I don't cry anymore! I need to do some stress baking right now instead of relieving stress by eating ice-cream.

Chinese O levels oral was on thursday. I am not going to comment. I don't want to comment because I thing I messed it up badly. I was such a clutter head that day. I kept forgetting to take my entry proof slip with me and Mr David laughed at me.

I won Jeremy in online checkers. Haha. Jeremy, you are such a amateur (and stop laughing at my spelling! I can spell! See, A-m-a-t-e-u-r. Not like you. Reakky)

Harry Potter and the half blood prince is coming out on thursday! -Bounces with excitement- I am so so so so going to watch it. Rupert Grint is getting cuter, Emma Watson is getting hotter and Daniel Radcliff has one bad hair cut after another. He is getting uglier and uglier. He was so adorable in the first movie! I actually think Fred and George Weasley are cute! Too bad they don't really appear much in this movie.

Going to chiong study with Joan again tomorrow. ^^ I am going to cram the entire secondary 3 geography textbook into my already fried brain. Or at least try. going to start doing notes for History too. I shall motivate myself now.
 

Bob Seger - Wait for me

I think this guy is super cool! And I love the lyrics of this song. Its so sweet! I just love the old time American Rock and Roll. I think it is the absolute essence of Rock and roll. Rock and Roll nowadays have too much rock and not enough roll. The melodies don't flow as well as it did then. Nothing against the Rock bands now, but nothing can ever beat the oldies.

I will answer the wind. I will leave with the time.
I'll be out on the road every chance I can ride.
 No matter how far, no matter how free,
I'll be around, if you wait for me.

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[	Current Music	|	Colbie Calliat - Fallin' For You	]

 

When we were done studying, we had sat there for so long, people kept coming and leaving and we were still there. Our legs were like super numb and we couldn't stand properly. I actually walked with a wobble. Met my mum and we headed down to Downtown East for dinner at New York New York. Oh and coincidentally, I saw Jeremy again! I keep running into him these past few months. He was playing bowling with his sister and I thought he was flirted. Haha. I buzzed him and now he calls me a stalker. --" Sometimes he calls me Jie (Big sister) because I proved to him boys are actually four years  less mature than they really are. That mean I am mentally 2years older than him. ^^ Other times he calls me evil. Anyway, texted with him for awhile just talking rubbish. (I was teaching him how to hook up with girls ^^) The sandwiches at NYNY are yummy! And so is the root beer float. But that is so huge and cold, if you finished the whole thing by yourself you would come out feeling like a popsicle.

Today is Youth Day so it a holiday. Going to spend my time at home on the computer and doing homework. Have maths tuition later in the afternoon. Considering to go for a 4km run in the afternoon. OHOHOH! I want Doctor Marten shoes! To be exact these pairs... [strike]Scratch that. Marie is taking forever to load up the Doctor Martens webby so I'll post up the picture later when I get the desktop[/strike]
 

The Hourglass Amelia Mary Jane

Or..
 
The 1460s 8 eye boot

This is majorly important and not one of my extremely blah post which attempts to make my mundane life any less mundane.

Unless you are not from Singapore, Malaysia, Australia, Canada, US and UK (or you live under a rock) you should have heard/read something about a little girl called Charmaine Lim. She is 4 ( note: only FOUR) years old and suffers from a rare form of cancer called Neuroblastoma. She is currently undergoing chemotheraphy and has a 1/5 chance of surviving. Experts have told her mother that she might be able to find a cure for Charmaine by going to the Medical Centre in New York. However, this is going to be extremely costly and they are unable to afford Charmaine's expensive medical care. So, now they are trying to raise half a million dollars (SGD$500 000) from Charmaine to recieve this treatment. They are trying to raise it by 18 July, which is Charmaine's birthday and also because the treatment is only open to them until early August.

Right now, they have raised $330K and counting. You can go to their blog and read up more about Charmaine and how you can help. If not, just clicking on their nuffnang advertisment would be wonderful. She needs her weapons to fight the monster.

Reading her blog just moved me to tears.